Addicted

You yearned for friends,
You get them, (too fucking many)
Threw them away.

You ached for love,
You got it, (had it and fucked it)
Destroyed it.

You longed for a reason,
You got it, (too many damn reasons)
Now despise it.

You wanted help, care,
You got it, (got more then you deserved)
Didn't even try.

You needed an escape,
You got it, (took advantage)
Now, it's a mere addiction.